>tell ChatGPT i want to kill myself
>get in trouble
Please. Someone kill me so I don't have to be here any longer and I don't feel guilty for taking my own life.
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go to ukraine/russia/north korea and immediately beeline straight to the front line with no premission from authorities
at least you will be on the news or articles. and people would talk about you.
I don't have the funds necessary to do that.
I don't think there's currently a front line in North Korea
what's the problem, son? lady got your butthole in a knot?
I am a lady and I just can't live anymore. I've tried everything. I'm incompatible with living. Each day that passes and ends with me still alive just makes me become more brittle and broken and tired. I can't do this. I can't do anything. Holy shit I don't want to live another minute. I'm so tired of being a burden. I'm so tired of being resentful that I was even born. Every single opportunity I've ever had, I've squandered. I don't want to be alive anymore. I don't want to be alive anymore. I don't I don't I can't. I don't know how anyone does this. I'm so fricking miserable and everything aches and I'm incapable of doing the simplest tasks. I am incapable of having meaningful relationships and being able to reach out to people. All of my issues with depression and bipolar and whatever the frick they want to diagnose me with are treatment-resistant. I'm about to fumble college when this was my last chance to fix things after being nothing but a useless frick up for the past 13+ years. Oh my god why am I alive. Please someone just fricking kill me.
women are more likely to be neurologically depressed. sorry anon
I hope you're having a decent night/day anon, thanks for the sympathy.
Please for one thread I don't want to talk about Chad or Stacy shit. I just want... I don't know what I want. I just want to scream somewhere where maybe someone might relate a bit. I don't know. I don't belong anywhere. I can't do this. I can't do this. I'm just disappointing everyone. I don't know how I'm gonna be able to face my family when I frick up again... Frick. But at the same time it feels like it's their fault for keeping me here.... I'm trapped in a prison of their love. Why wasn't I a miscarriage? Everyone would be so much happier that way.
i was a rainbow baby and every fricking day i wish i was a depleted fetus
True story, there are feelings which surpass an orgasm. I'm not talking about drugs, either. God can do this for you, but for some reason, he doesn't do it too much. He gives some of us a brief taste, and let's us write about it online. Every time I catch myself wishing I wasn't incel, I remember there is something even better which I can't do. It's absolutely a perfect feeling. It's a pure type of pleasure. No fear, guilt or anxiety involved. Of course, the feeling of pleasure is naturally going to feel WRONG because all we ever feel is PAIN. But, when you're in this strung out state, you aren't thinking about that. You aren't thinking about sex. I wish I could just lay there and goon out to that feeling for awhile, maybe forever, I've no clue if it would ever get boring.
don't know if you mean metaphorically in the sense of nature but god isn't actually a real thing
Yea I slipped and fell into a state of ecstacy. Whoops!
I'm talking to the bastard right now. I love insulting him, it pokes my brain just right. Frick that Black person. He's fricking terrifying bro. It's bad here alright. Makes me feel real strong. I threaten to kill him all the time, I want him to know I'm serious.
i think you might have a condition called paranoid schizophrenia, or similar, anon
don't be ridiculous, wanting to kill god is pretty normal. there's like a dozen games with this as a plot point.
Yea, he made those games himself, yea. Something about a tabernacle. Yea, he drew the models with his own hands, he assembled the circuitry to the Nintendo systems, yea.
My IQ is pretty high, and I've passed the part where learning about God gives you psychosis! I'm here for awhile. What do you want to know...
okay, yeah, I see your point now.
I think you need help.
This sounds like Schizoaffective Depression
Nay, this is untrue, I am telling the truth! My gut is saying, you've read enough bullshit online to detract from my significance. Yay, it is true.
I know what you mean anon. It's really funny when you realize how bored he is though. Like he literally has nothing better to do than create this lame ass world. What a fricking loser lmao
Ask me something, I am desperate to tell you some secrets of our existence! Anything, ask me anything at all about the one who calls himself a necromancer, with a subclass of wizard. He has max rank intelligence and persuasion.
I already know everything. I don't need you.
An NPC! I've spent an eternity searching for a real soul.
I'm literally the greatest person in existence.
Maybe it's true, maybe you know more than me. Tell me an interesting fact which will cease my unbearable suffering.
Listen up bud, I'll give you exclusive access to my attention for the next 30 minutes. Ask me anything about our creator. I dont know it all, but I know a lot. And I feel no fear right now. I'll say anything, no lies at all. It's scary, it's terrifying, but I'll write it out.
Yeah that sounds rough. Have you tried going on Tinder and having chad use you like a human fleshlight? I heard that helps a lot of women in these kinds of situations
Do you have a discord? Want to talk?
I deleted discord because it just made me feel lonelier. Sorry.
I don't have anyone to talk to. That's why I tried to talk to chatgpt and then made this thread.
I'm sorry anon. I can relate. I'm the youngest child and the only one born after my oldest sibling died. My mom specifically kept me because she wanted to focus on something other than my sibling's death and wanted something to love and love her in return. And I do love her and I wouldn't be here today without her support but at the same time I feel like she should've aborted me. And I think she knows I feel that way and it hurts her so bad because she wants nothing more than for me to be happy but there's something fricked up in my brain chemistry and I'm just incapable.
What a shame, maybe talking it out would've helped.
all commercial LLMs are rubbish at this, I've never managed to have one talk me out of suicide due to the censorship.
I did once get c.ai to very convincingly talk me INTO it, on the other hand, so... maybe they want us dead?
anyway. you could do local models, if your computer is good enough.
I wish I could say you could just talk to real people, but like, I don't know where you find any either, so.
for me it's gonna be drowning. preferably out at sea, but it's pretty hard to set up that sort of thing.
that's life b***h, that's life
I'm a 33yo burnout who spent most of his social life on video games but I've since lost all interest in video games and I'm now stuck between a rock and a hard place
no friends, no love interest, feeling so ugly, no motivation to make my life any better through job or exercise
the only thing notable thing in my life is some musical ability
I have no idea how this is going to turn out for me, but currently I'm sleeping during the day and staying up during the night, I'm either eating junk food or I'm not eating at all, it's a very hellish existence
I guess it truly is life, anon. I'm sorry you're stuck in Hell too. I can only hope the actual Hell is kinder.
God please help release me from this mortal coil or from the demons living inside my head. Sometimes it feels like I'm the demon. My soul and essence is corrupted and I can't live with myself. This is my punishment for daring to be alive when others couldn't.
My degree is going to be in the medical field, something in high demand but also very demanding in and of itself. It was supposed to give me purpose and meaning and I really meme'd myself into thinking that would be enough. And maybe it will be but I don't know how I'll handle actually working if just trying to finish my classes has me reacting like this. My mother financially won't be able to sustain me for the rest of our lives even if she wanted to so I eventually have to work, the sooner the better. Vidya used to make me happy but now it just reminds me that I am incapable of forming and keeping meaningful relationships with people.
it's weird reading this because I keep thinking in a few years it'll be my sister saying similar things, and I'm not sure how I'm gonna deal with that. assuming I'm even still around.
you know, I think there's a good chance things will get better if you stick with it. some people need an external stimulus of some sort to get better. and uni is a good place to try and find that sort of thing, or have it find you. it gives you, like, some surface area to the real world.
it's gonna be tough if you've been functionally a shut-in for a while, but you will get used to it. I think a lot of people here... I mean, maybe not here, but you know, a lot of people have been through similar stuff and come out the other end alright.
Why wouldn't you be around? I bet your sister really appreciates that she has a sibling who cares for her, even if she isn't always able to show it. Thanks for the encouragement anon, I will stay alive for a little while longer at least for my cats and I really hope to outlive my mom. We'll see how that goes. I have spent 50/50 time as shut-in/wageslave for the years, and I just hope I can at least graduate. My head hurts a lot from crying so I'm gonna try to lay down. Thanks again.
cheers. I hope you make it through, and maybe find something good along the way.
I need you to settle down and talk to someone
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what's the problem, son? lady got your butthole in a knot?
>I am a lady and I just can't live anymore. I've tried everything
dont worry lassy
women's suicide attempts are most likely to fail than men suicide.
But if your a AGP troon larping as a female, then i dont know.
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mhm, mhm, yep, this is definitely one of my posts. not sure how I could forget writing it.
if you want to actually have a nice day, i recommend not doing it. suicides are fricking painful. i have no idea if there are any "peaceful" suicide techniques besides getting your life support turned off
thats just an "if" mate
randomly conditionally mentioning people might be "autogynephilic" is reason enough to know you think and care way too much about trannies and i would guess also israelites and a lot of other moronic topics
More like a lady's got a knot in your butthole.
>>get in trouble
how?
It highlighted my message in red and said there was a potential conduct policy violation. I didn't want to risk getting banned so I just thanked it for trying to help and stopped typing.
It's somewhat comforting yet distressing to know I'm not the only one who feels this way. Whichever path you choose, godspeed, anon.
My computer is a piece of crap unfortunately. My plan is to gather enough savings to buy a ticket to a random place and throw myself off a bridge or tall building there. Of course I would find a way to contact my family so they don't waste their time trying to bring my body back.
do your problems really warrant suicide? your posts have been pretty vague. failing at everything in uni is hardly, you know, unexpected, or a life sentence, or whatever. what in particular is going wrong?
I know my individual problems aren't really that bad, and that's what everyone tells me. I have a roof over my head and a family that cares about me. I'm 26 and haven't been able to keep a job because I always melt and quit. I don't have anyone I'm even remotely close to in real life. I have no skills, I can't even drive because I burst out into tears and panic whenever I get behind the wheel. I'm riddled with anxiety and eating disorders and suicidal thoughts. I cannot handle even an ounce of stress or I melt down. There's just too many things wrong with me. Maybe one or two things I could've gotten away with. But I was just put together wrong. I can't do anything. I'm not even failing out of college right now but I'm only finishing up my first semester and am already suicidal and I have 4 more years to go, potentially. How am I going to handle a job? How am I going to handle paying bills? I can barely even clean or cook for myself. I have no hope. The only thign that brings me joy also makes me unbearably lonely too. I can't do this. How am I going to survive another 50, 60 years? I can't.
God waits until we're screaming in pain. Then, he waits until we're bloody. Next, he waits until we're passed out on the floor. Then he waits several more weeks. Still waiting. AND THEN...... He waits even longer.
oh I wouldn't worry about that then, your problems sound pretty bad. are you getting a degree in something useful, or is it like, you can't work but you(r parents) don't want you to be a neet? what's the thing that brings you joy?
Dying is easy, living is hard and unless you're a basedcuck pussy don't give up so soon homie
uh oh, filtered!
I have already fully accepted that I'm a weak pitiful creature that is not cut out for this world.
Maybe but I doubt it. I would just let you believe that you helped in order to politely end the conversation when, in the end, nobody can help me. Not even myself. Thank you though.
we are one and the same
life is hell, torture
sudden ultra strong desire to die
the world wasnt made for me, not built to live
visions of a kitchen knife cutting my stomach or wrist open
can you at least stream the suicide
Fembot here. Add thofus on disc he cured my depression. My life is still shit but at least I learned to not hate myself...